Thursday 29 October 2009

I've hit the wall

Well this is crap.
I want to do a comic, but basically all I have is two characters, one of which I plan to redesign and another that I don't really care about.
So far there's no title, premise, or ideas.

I'm not sure if internet is good or bad for my drawing.
It does inspire me and give me a lot of support, but now it seems impossible for me to draw anything new, because every time I think of something that I think is creative, i turns out it's been done before and way, way better.
I'm like "omg this is the best thing ever!! oh wait, no, that guy already did it."
I rarely dare to draw whatever springs to my mind anyway because I'm afraid that my friends and the people I know on various sites will feel like I'm ripping them off.
It's just hard to be original you know?

I don't know if this is normal or anything but I find myself having almost no time at all for drawing.
Maybe it's just me who's abnormally slow but whenever I finish my homework there's either more waiting for me around the next corner or I'm just frikkin tired and need to relax by playing some videogames .
Drawing has just become so hard for me, it's kinda like I've hit a slump.
Sure, all the support from the wonderfull people at deviantart and the guys I speak to on MSN has really helped me, but never getting any praise or support or even meeting other art enthusiasts in real life just hammers me man.

Just dunno what to do guys.